Who I am

It's been emotional lately.

One month away to turn 21, I don't like this.
It has been there, and always there, hide deeply inside my soul.
The darkness tries to take control, keep fighting hard but doesn't make me tough and strong enough all the time.
Most of the time, I just want to run.
To keep running, hiding maybe.
Force to see, to listen, to learn all the positive way to stay breathing, told myself not to give up easily.
Cause I worth it, deserve to be a greater person.
If not, who I am?

Trying hard to re-connect the world that I living, seen people, animals, lives facing death and suffering disease.
Even the skies get rough, they never give up, they keep fighting to live, even just one more minute.
I am inspired and encouraged.
I hate to be a coward, I hate to walk out so easily.
And my soul doesn't suit to be one of them.

I'm still looking out, no giving up.

I want no more celebration for my birthdays, it's not supposed to be celebrated but memorised.
I have to feel the hurt that my mother has been through to bring me to this world.
I have to be grateful to her, even I didn't make it in the last twenty years, I should start right now.

I want no more death in my life, I need to keep alive and must keep healthy.
I finally started to care lives, not just human being, never forget about the animals who couldn't speak for themselves.
They couldn't scream or yell, if could, what would they tell the world?
" I'm hurt and innocent, please do not kill me, just like you, I'm trying hard to stay alive and I want to live, the world is so great to be seen, why would you take away my life? "

I think I have those scary nightmares for years for a reason.
There must be a message that God send to me.
Too many innocence and death have been caused by human being, the world is falling apart.
Human's greed and selfishness is killing lives in the world, turning the peaceful place to dangerous and dying world.

Human should be ashamed of their own cruelty and greed.

I've made my decision, no matter how hard it takes, I will try my best to save the planet.

I'm going to be a vegetarian, cares about animals.
No more killing of innocent lives for our food.
To kill one and eat it to keep alive, I need to abandon this rule in my life.
It might take months or years, but I will make it.
My vegetarian diet has started, wish me luck.

I'm going to care and show my concern on animals shelter and start to make difference.
Start with the thing I could do, in my capabilities and controls.
Like sponsorship will be another way I could do.

To find the real me, until the greater me been found.

I won't give up.

Sincerely pray for a peaceful and green world.

God is with us, always.

Be faithful, do not give up.

Her life, secret, days. ♥

She has been busy lately, brighten up her life in sparking ways.

This is 'She'.

She is trying hard to slim up, work in progress, she is happy with her result.

Her next destination, I secretly think her beloved Fiance gonna be mad... 

Trust your eyes, yea this is real, her job which she does for living .

I personally think she is pretty and hot.

This is what she call it 'Cool girl, wrong shoes' ...

Passion in Food, No. 2 of her life, instead of No. 1 ....

Her smile explains everything. >v<

No. 1 in her life, yea you're right, nothing to explain, he is the one.

Her life has become quite interesting lately, the only reason comes to my mind would be 'she is making a lots of money recently'.

Who knows? 

She had attended a company dinner last month, along with her beloved colleagues .

One of her recipes, she really enjoys cooking for her loved ones.

Her recent life updates to be continued ...

She is learning investing from her beloved Fiance, her one and only teacher.
They will be attending this coming seminar held in KLCC this year, I hope you may interest on this event too.

FREE Seminars

Day 1 - 16 June 2012

Seminar Room 1

Time	Presentation Topic	Speaker
10.45am - 11.30am	Develop a Trading-Edge In Commodities - Palm Oil, Gold & Light Sweet Crude Oil	G.M.Teoh Analyst/Professional Trader/ Broker/Columnist Palm Oil Master-Traders Advanced Tutorial Coach
12.45pm - 1.30pm	How I Become Financially Free using Value Investing	Ken Chee CEO & Founder 8 Investment Pte Ltd
1.45pm - 2.30pm	How to Accelerate by your Stock Market Returns by 10-20x while having protection against market volatility	Kathlyn Toh Director and Chief Trainer Beyond Insights Sdn Bhd
3.30pm - 4.15pm	How To BEAT The Stock Market Consistently Without Technical Or Fundamental Knowledge - GUARANTEED!	Fabian Lim Co - Founder SharesXpert.com

Seminar Room 2

Time	Presentation Topic	Speaker
10.30am - 11.00am	Futures: Bull or Bear, Who Cares, as long as we can make profit.	Jacinta Chan Author of Financial Times Guide to Technical Analysis: How to Trade Like a Professional
11.15am - 11.45am	Diversifying an Investment Portfolio with Alternative Investments	Vicky Stephen Team Manager, Land Management Walton Berhad
12.30pm - 1.45pm	Unit Trust Investment as A KEY to Financial Stability	Chooi Kum Ying UTC Group Agency Manager Public Mutual Berhad
2.00pm - 2.30pm	对股价走高的自然畏惧 (为何专业投资者喜欢股价创新高？)	Tang Yue Shiang 邓宇襄 Technical Analyst Straits Index (M) Sdn Bhd
3.15pm - 3.45pm	Diversifying an Investment Portfolio with Alternative Investments	Vicky Stephen Team Manager, Land Management Walton Berhad
4.00pm - 4.30pm	The natural fear of height (whyametuer likes new-low, but professionals prefer new-high?)	Tang Yue Shiang 邓宇襄 Technical Analyst Straits Index (M) Sdn Bhd

Seminar Room 3

Time	Presentation Topic	Speaker
10.30am - 11.00am		Bursa Malaysia Berhad
11.15am - 11.45am	You must be stupid to lose money investing!	Leong Sze Hian Past President Society of Financial Service Professionals
12.30pm - 1.00pm		Bursa Malaysia Berhad
1.15pm - 1.45pm		SI Portal.com
2.00pm - 2.30pm	How you could make the most profits from real estate investments?	William Ng Kin Min Chief Executive Officer TFDC Asiacorp Berhad
3.15pm - 3.45pm		Bursa Malaysia Berhad
4.00pm - 4.30pm	What US Stocks to Buy Everyday	Thomas Mathew VP Business Development Asia GMYT Trading Limited
5.15pm - 5.45pm		Bursa Malaysia Berhad

Day 2 - 17 June 2012

Seminar Room 1

Time	Presentation Topic	Speaker
10.00am - 12.00pm	Money Compass 100th Issue Celebration
1.00pm - 1.45pm	The Euro Crash	Ooi Kok Hwa Managing Partner MRR Consulting
2.15pm - 3.00pm	How to Grow your Capital in all stock market conditions (Uptrend, Downtrend and even sideway markets) to create consistent income stream	Kathlyn Toh Director and Chief Trainer Beyond Insights Sdn Bhd

Seminar Room 2

Time	Presentation Topic	Speaker
11.30am - 12.00pm	Wealth Creation through Pre-Development Land Investment	Lim Wei Ting Team Manager, Land Management Walton Berhad
12.45pm - 1.15pm	Stocks & Derivatives - Learn to Pick Stocks Before They Rally	G.M.Teoh Analyst/Professional Trader/ Broker/Columnist Palm Oil Master-Traders Advanced Tutorial Coach
1.30pm - 2.00pm		SI Portal.com
2.15pm - 2.45pm	Wealth Creation through Pre-Development Land Investment	Lim Wei Ting Team Manager, Land Management Walton Berhad
3.45pm - 4.15pm	How To BEAT The Stock Market Consistently Without Technical Or Fundamental Knowledge - GUARANTEED!	Fabian Lim Co - Founder SharesXpert.com

Seminar Room 3

Time	Presentation Topic	Speaker
10.00am - 10.30am	Valuation on Mergers & Acquisitions	Ooi Kok Hwa Managing Partner MRR Consulting
11.30am - 12.00pm	The Basic Mechanics of Algorithmic Trading	Jacinta Chan Author of Financial Times Guide to Technical Analysis: How to Trade Like a Professional
12.45pm - 1.15pm	When to buy, what stocks and when to sell? (股票什么时候买进，何时出售？)	Leong Sze Hian Past President Society of Financial Service Professionals
1.30pm - 2.00pm	Developing Sustainable Passive Income with Value Investing	Pauline Teo Director (Training & Education ) 8 Investment Pte Ltd
2.15pm - 2.45pm	Successful Investing in Good Times and Bad with Unit Trusts at a Click of Your Mouse	Demi Chan Assistant Director Fundsupermart.com
3.45pm - 4.15pm	How Do we Trade safely on your own	Thomas Mathew VP Business Development Asia GMYT Trading Limited

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