Don't Speak

Dear blog 

How's doin ya? 
Im here been workin busy lately.


Its been emotional.

I always love the way u sayin this.
kinda miss u..know ya?


I was only 18, u were 29
11 years ..such a long time

In a heartbeat I would do it all again


I luv this song so much...Nothin left to lose written by Taylor Momsen


It just like u n me, back to the days we were together n that was so much fun.


Late nite talks, smokin cigarettes.. sometimes beer
I still remember how u holdin my hand n walked me home

n the oldies I played u
I still listenin


Now I see u n me were never meant
never meant to be now, now I lost somewhere


I really dont know how long I could stand


I let myself be friend with c. again
but this time without your company


Ive got nothin left to lose.


It hurts, really hurts.


always expectin that u might reply tomorrow but days passed.. it just never happen


I know I cant live in the past anymore.. just make this the last page.



Now I'll learn how to let go.




Ive met a cute guy.
He loves his gal so so much.
They have been together like 4 years maybe n he still loves her.
It really is a love story.

Im so jealous.
Cause I just happen to be alone as usual. 

I just wanna say, Gal u're so lucky to have a guy like him.

yes u are lucky.


Please treasure the one beside u while u still have the chance.
u might never get the second chance.

October = BOOM !!!!

It's in the middle of the night n the night still long

I just cant close my eyes 

there is something, always something trouble me ...

feel like a big black hole inside me..gettin bigger n bigger every single night

I couldn believe my days just suddenly turn up like dis...

my phone wouldn ring after working hours or it would be the customers' calls, definely my customers

n my dearest as usual as well ... sometimes got calls from friends but I can use "rare" to describe 

n no text or message from boys for sure.

somehow I just become a lonely boring young lady ...WTH

In conclusion, the good one already belong to others so the BEST one always left behind.....sign

what can I say ?? being the best one is sad ...at dis moment

tat's why my life become dis boring ..... 

for now, my biggest wish is "dating" n get a raise or promotion xD

anybody?? Im lookin for a date.