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Dear Dairy,

Here I come again.
Say Hi to April days, I could hardly remember my past Aprils.

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I found that I just couldn't easily move on or forgive someone who betrayed me and acted like it never happen before then keep judging like a God or Boss, most import is, that was someone closed to me.
Damn ugly!

I may not perfect but at least I never betray you or went behind your back to tell dirty stories of you.

I feel sorry for you, I am.

I don't think you gonna make the way back to the bright side. I feel sorry about that.

I know you miss me, I miss the old you more. xoxo

I AIN'T BITCH ANYMORE

I'm going to write my blog as my sweet dairy.

Sort of being teenager again, it is making me feel younger.  Maybe this works for you too :D

Dear dairy,

After confession since last month, life has changed somehow. Just some changes, I'm thinking what if I didn't make the decision, would life get better? I bet the answer is 'NO'.

I have to mention again, honestly means everything.

Whatever comes to you, just remember 'DON'T LIE'. Lies will give you things worse than headache.

It sounds like Karma, the same theory. The law of karma says that if you do good, you will experience good and if you do evil, you will experience evil.

Just sharing here.

"I am the owner of my karma . I inherit my karma. I am born of my karma.I am related to my karma.I live supported by my karma.Whatever karma I create, whether good or evil, that I shall inherit." The Buddha, Anguttara Nikaya V.57 - Upajjhatthana Sutta

Had a great weekend with my beloved, just simply hanging around here and there.
We are having pasta every Saturdays, how lovely! Homemade pasta always the best :D
Just grabbed some real nice books from a book fair, great deal! We bought some real nice books, also my favor Jane Austin.
I love classic, they always there to be reminded somehow. And, classic is irreplaceable.
Gonna find some more on coming weekend.
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Apparently, I've been writing this post for weeks.
Just to finish it in time, I think this March is much better than last year.
Lost some weight, clear some debts, learnt something.
I mean, isn't life comes and goes like it always does?

I gonna take my life back in hand, even this means war.
Wish me luck!

Feb Confession

Good day! Everyone

I didn't notice that the calendar changed again, from year to month.

It's Feb already, just to realize that we all growing up then an adult now.

I'm now is qualified to enter and enjoy in casino, it sounds fun! But I ain't interested. 

I'm lucky, lucky enough to live this long and healthy. Thanks to God.

God also lead me to another step, another chance to live a brand new life.

Glad that I could feel the light and see it.
I'm confident with my future, it would be bright, and keep brighter than before.

18 and a half years, seldom thinking in positive way.
First try when I was 19 going to 20, it wasn't that bad or dumb.
Just a totally different view, a different way, a different perspective.
We should stay positive, I really learn a lots from it.
Why don't give a try earlier? No gain no loss anyway..

I read an article recently, it's about a successful woman in Singapore.
She start learning investment when she was 18,  now she is 35 with 2 billions! incredible!
I just a beginner and I'm now 20, I hope it's not too late!

Do what you believing , believe what you're doing.

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Bigger wish, doesn't mean greedy..perhaps
I wish I would walk out from illness.

God bless me.

Just pray for breathing ... for another decades.

Everyone, may you have a blessing new year.

God bless you &
Good luck.


xoxo Ms Leona

Stop!

Here comes the all time favorite again! December  :D
But Santa is not coming to town, it's freaking hot here........ lol

Just having a wonderful anniversary weekend with my fiance.
Time really flies!
Looking forward this year gift exchange..! hohoho ..money all the way

Be true, I think I'm getting better these few weeks...
Honesty, I guess. It is healing me.
At least, I didn't think about suicide in the past two weeks.
A great step too!

Huge decisions made this year, quite a hard year to me.
Am glad that it ends smoothly, although I want it be 'happily ever after'.
It's fine, just give another try next year!

Blindness ended.
This is considered a very impressed improvement to me. :D
Just an advice, stop playing hide and seek with you own. Should really plan & think well, troubles met then solve it. I believe that there's no such as mission impossible, only time will do.

Private life, this part count as failure.  lol
Ain't good in communication, but it's not an excuse too.
Am trying to learn it in better way..... work in progress!
Losing trust in people, even friend.
It's cruel when you found out someone really means a lot to you done bad things or spreading rumors behind you....it is HURT. Plus, there was too many times & experiences on this kind of things............... Like I did find out one of my best mate breaking my trust due to what my best mate done years ago. Even it was years ago, you would still mad and sad about it! But, funny thing is.....that one act like nothing happened. Oh please.... Oscar will do!

Forgiveness shall be given all the time?
Never think of it.
It takes a lot of time, I ain't saint but facing sins. We all the same.
I would forgive you someday, from the bottom of my heart.

Just sharing what I learnt.
Do not target or expect  yourself too high, beyond your capability. You would fell badly....
I met people. They always speak louder than actions, targets changed monthly, nothing done at the end.
Do not underestimate anyone, sometime he/she might just need a cover to be a greater person.

Have a nice day.

First Step

I cut my hair.

I found that I've lost myself.

I know I've been sick for awhile.

I'm suffering depression.

I finally admit it.

I'm willing to seek for help.

I gonna fight it.

I will do everything to stay alive.

I know that would be a long way to go, and it would be tough.

I know people would cry for me, even just a few.

I will keep breathing and fighting with the illness.

I shall keep breathing for my loved ones.

I would be the mother of your kids, your beloved wife, die before you.

I would try the best to stop hurting myself, even just a minute, I'd still fight with it.

You are my strength, please stay by my side.

I would try.

I would save my last breath for you.

Silence remains

Everyday waking up at the same time, doing the same.
Days passed.
The habit never end.

Driving the same car for years.
Passing by the same view for years.
Changes made.
The car wasn't that good like the first day, the view wasn't that fair like the previous.

Wearing the same clothes to work.
Facing the same desktop and desk.
Doing paperwork daily.
Difference, we're making it.
Trying to make ourselves comfortable in every place.

I think I should be pleased.
I didn't force to do the habit but created myself.

' Sometimes when I'm alone
I pretend that I'm a queen
it almost believable '  --- Invisible by Skylar Grey

yea, she is right.

At least, be the queen of yourself.
Even just one day.

We're still breathing.

I luv him.