Welcome January

Dear blogger

It's a brand new day now.

u just have to believe in the goodness n be faithful.

Thanks God.

About this time last year.. I think I was there, the cold highland.

It was lovely and rainy all the time.

The best part was the chocolate bar
u dont have to put it in refrigerator and never worry about melting! funny

now back to the new days Im having here 

on the first day of the year '11

I did something that I've never done before

I went to an orphan home which located in town area

I know it was not a big deal

and I wasnt alone... also outing with my dearest on that day

what a lovely new year day I had

shared the joy n fullness with her !!!  hahaha xDD

and Im glad that she has changed.

a brand new Tisu comes alive ! no longer EMO !!

Sohai No.2



♥ We love this very much



This was super delicious n yummy ♥



Finally, Sohai No.1


We luv Friday ♥ 

and the cute Filipino waiter ! xDD




Kids shouldn't be forgotten ♥

one more to tell

Im seeing a cute guy lately ...Mr Spring xD

Lovely X'mas  =D

She is freaking cute that's my mom !

OMG I was thin

Already 3:34am Friday
Im waiting for the car then off to company annual dinner ...
freakin tired 




Have fun guys !








  

GOODBYE

December happenin

To me, December means Miracle always =)

the Best season of the year

probably Christmas n New Year

always giving us hope n wishes


My biggest wish of the year might be live better n get more luck.

Also, my beloved family will stay heathly n happy all the time.


To my dear friends,

First, my Dearest TISU

Im not gay !!! hahaha u do love me !! we both know that
u're family too
Family = The People You Can't Get Rid Of ..For The Rest Of Your Life
poor n pity me T^T

so Anything happens just call me in then I'll be there =)


Second, my Luv my Blair Liyin

I know we both not seeing each other often but I just want u to know..somehow u're always on my mind . I mean ALWAYS seriously xD

It's hard to find a girl like u

be Tough ! be Strong !! but do not try 乱水 xDD hahaha

keep the way u are

bcoz u're Unique ! n the Original !!

and u're the best mate ever =)


and the rest ... wish u guys all the best n I'll try my best to keep in touch n stay close


I've been busy lately but somehow my life get brighter
Thank you beloved God

Sometimes u just have to grab the good things right in front of u bcoz it wont happen often.

still wondering whether it's time to let go n move on

unknown n unpredictable

just stay cool would be nice


It has been a year n I still dont know what should I name about our relationship.

but Im glad that u're doin okay now.


there's a guy lighten up my life lately.


Im hoping my life wont be a drama anymore but a sweet fair Movie.


xxxx Ms. Leona

UNKNOWN DECEMBER

It was just like yesterday, and clear.

I still can smell and taste the noodles I used to have as breakfast every morning in that little lovely town.

Life is amazing when you realize how amazing it could be.


A year, 12 months, 365 days.

I still write u emails just never send out since u never reply again.

How's doin there? Christmas is coming, hope u doin good.

Hope that u'd still keepin your promise.


Friends
Merry Christmas



She doesn't want to be alone.

She doesn't want to be pity.

She needs to be strong, again.

She...be friend with c again.


My new year wish only one, live better n lucky than now.



Maybe it's just a dream but I hope I'd never wake up.


Liar.

Don't Speak

Dear blog 

How's doin ya? 
Im here been workin busy lately.


Its been emotional.

I always love the way u sayin this.
kinda miss u..know ya?


I was only 18, u were 29
11 years ..such a long time

In a heartbeat I would do it all again


I luv this song so much...Nothin left to lose written by Taylor Momsen


It just like u n me, back to the days we were together n that was so much fun.


Late nite talks, smokin cigarettes.. sometimes beer
I still remember how u holdin my hand n walked me home

n the oldies I played u
I still listenin


Now I see u n me were never meant
never meant to be now, now I lost somewhere


I really dont know how long I could stand


I let myself be friend with c. again
but this time without your company


Ive got nothin left to lose.


It hurts, really hurts.


always expectin that u might reply tomorrow but days passed.. it just never happen


I know I cant live in the past anymore.. just make this the last page.



Now I'll learn how to let go.




Ive met a cute guy.
He loves his gal so so much.
They have been together like 4 years maybe n he still loves her.
It really is a love story.

Im so jealous.
Cause I just happen to be alone as usual. 

I just wanna say, Gal u're so lucky to have a guy like him.

yes u are lucky.


Please treasure the one beside u while u still have the chance.
u might never get the second chance.

October = BOOM !!!!

It's in the middle of the night n the night still long

I just cant close my eyes 

there is something, always something trouble me ...

feel like a big black hole inside me..gettin bigger n bigger every single night

I couldn believe my days just suddenly turn up like dis...

my phone wouldn ring after working hours or it would be the customers' calls, definely my customers

n my dearest as usual as well ... sometimes got calls from friends but I can use "rare" to describe 

n no text or message from boys for sure.

somehow I just become a lonely boring young lady ...WTH

In conclusion, the good one already belong to others so the BEST one always left behind.....sign

what can I say ?? being the best one is sad ...at dis moment

tat's why my life become dis boring ..... 

for now, my biggest wish is "dating" n get a raise or promotion xD

anybody?? Im lookin for a date.

Life Updated

September happenin

I always wanted to post something on blog but it seems like there's somethings always stopped me. I still have the dreams when I was a kid that I always wanted to be but somehow when we get oldder ...and we just ignore our dreams. Why? I cant tell.

It's good to have your best friends back after all the dramas in high school, dont u think so?

I feel good to have u all back but just a bit deep down inside my heart knew it would never be the same again because people changed.. what a shame.


I got a job .. an income that hardly can afford my car, insurance, petrol, school fees, daily expenses, foods ..... I got my soul mate who I've met 4 years ago. I used to have the vanity of spending $$$ of men n buying brands but in the past 2 years changed me and made me who I am today.


So ... thanks for hurting me so bad, my past. Now, I've moved on.


How about my relationships??
It was complicated but now I just a girl need a company who willing to share his arms to me.
I met a man who happened to be the most romantic man I've ever met but the problem is ...it could be so hard to be with a man without contacts. I know u couldn give me promises but I just want u to know, you're the most beautiful thing I've ever had. I know u dont want to say it but I can feel your love through your fingers..your hugs. Just want u to know there's a girl waiting n keep waiting until u back here n marry her.


The End.



That was a pretty romantic love story happened in a tiny wonderland. 



Girls, dont looking for love because the love will look for u.

Dear June is going to the end

Dear blogger,

How's doing?  this is the owner, Leona having boring days here.

First, it's summer time.

Basically, it's summer time all the year here.
By the way... I'm staying in Malaysia, more like stuck here actually.
If you never heard about Malaysia, you must know about the little island country next to my town..Singapore.
Confusing?? Please..google it.

Please forgive me if you getting bored by reading my blog.

Kinda miss the days in school wearing uniform.

I bet all of you miss it too.

And I bet most of you who reading this post hate your job or your boss too .

Few of my friends told me something recently.
' The paranoid of 25 '
yup....I gotta feeling even I still 18

No saving
No house
No car
No insurance
No promotion
No soul mate
No cash

The only you got.... loads of credit cards!
and debts !

Crazy ..isn't it ??

Welcome to this mad world ...!