UNKNOWN DECEMBER

It was just like yesterday, and clear.

I still can smell and taste the noodles I used to have as breakfast every morning in that little lovely town.

Life is amazing when you realize how amazing it could be.


A year, 12 months, 365 days.

I still write u emails just never send out since u never reply again.

How's doin there? Christmas is coming, hope u doin good.

Hope that u'd still keepin your promise.


Friends
Merry Christmas



She doesn't want to be alone.

She doesn't want to be pity.

She needs to be strong, again.

She...be friend with c again.


My new year wish only one, live better n lucky than now.



Maybe it's just a dream but I hope I'd never wake up.


Liar.

Don't Speak

Dear blog 

How's doin ya? 
Im here been workin busy lately.


Its been emotional.

I always love the way u sayin this.
kinda miss u..know ya?


I was only 18, u were 29
11 years ..such a long time

In a heartbeat I would do it all again


I luv this song so much...Nothin left to lose written by Taylor Momsen


It just like u n me, back to the days we were together n that was so much fun.


Late nite talks, smokin cigarettes.. sometimes beer
I still remember how u holdin my hand n walked me home

n the oldies I played u
I still listenin


Now I see u n me were never meant
never meant to be now, now I lost somewhere


I really dont know how long I could stand


I let myself be friend with c. again
but this time without your company


Ive got nothin left to lose.


It hurts, really hurts.


always expectin that u might reply tomorrow but days passed.. it just never happen


I know I cant live in the past anymore.. just make this the last page.



Now I'll learn how to let go.




Ive met a cute guy.
He loves his gal so so much.
They have been together like 4 years maybe n he still loves her.
It really is a love story.

Im so jealous.
Cause I just happen to be alone as usual. 

I just wanna say, Gal u're so lucky to have a guy like him.

yes u are lucky.


Please treasure the one beside u while u still have the chance.
u might never get the second chance.

October = BOOM !!!!

It's in the middle of the night n the night still long

I just cant close my eyes 

there is something, always something trouble me ...

feel like a big black hole inside me..gettin bigger n bigger every single night

I couldn believe my days just suddenly turn up like dis...

my phone wouldn ring after working hours or it would be the customers' calls, definely my customers

n my dearest as usual as well ... sometimes got calls from friends but I can use "rare" to describe 

n no text or message from boys for sure.

somehow I just become a lonely boring young lady ...WTH

In conclusion, the good one already belong to others so the BEST one always left behind.....sign

what can I say ?? being the best one is sad ...at dis moment

tat's why my life become dis boring ..... 

for now, my biggest wish is "dating" n get a raise or promotion xD

anybody?? Im lookin for a date.

Life Updated

September happenin

I always wanted to post something on blog but it seems like there's somethings always stopped me. I still have the dreams when I was a kid that I always wanted to be but somehow when we get oldder ...and we just ignore our dreams. Why? I cant tell.

It's good to have your best friends back after all the dramas in high school, dont u think so?

I feel good to have u all back but just a bit deep down inside my heart knew it would never be the same again because people changed.. what a shame.


I got a job .. an income that hardly can afford my car, insurance, petrol, school fees, daily expenses, foods ..... I got my soul mate who I've met 4 years ago. I used to have the vanity of spending $$$ of men n buying brands but in the past 2 years changed me and made me who I am today.


So ... thanks for hurting me so bad, my past. Now, I've moved on.


How about my relationships??
It was complicated but now I just a girl need a company who willing to share his arms to me.
I met a man who happened to be the most romantic man I've ever met but the problem is ...it could be so hard to be with a man without contacts. I know u couldn give me promises but I just want u to know, you're the most beautiful thing I've ever had. I know u dont want to say it but I can feel your love through your fingers..your hugs. Just want u to know there's a girl waiting n keep waiting until u back here n marry her.


The End.



That was a pretty romantic love story happened in a tiny wonderland. 



Girls, dont looking for love because the love will look for u.

Dear June is going to the end

Dear blogger,

How's doing?  this is the owner, Leona having boring days here.

First, it's summer time.

Basically, it's summer time all the year here.
By the way... I'm staying in Malaysia, more like stuck here actually.
If you never heard about Malaysia, you must know about the little island country next to my town..Singapore.
Confusing?? Please..google it.

Please forgive me if you getting bored by reading my blog.

Kinda miss the days in school wearing uniform.

I bet all of you miss it too.

And I bet most of you who reading this post hate your job or your boss too .

Few of my friends told me something recently.
' The paranoid of 25 '
yup....I gotta feeling even I still 18

No saving
No house
No car
No insurance
No promotion
No soul mate
No cash

The only you got.... loads of credit cards!
and debts !

Crazy ..isn't it ??

Welcome to this mad world ...!

Suckssssssss

Im officially stress out !!!

Luckily ... I got u in my life.

It's good to have a talk with u .

would u feel down n desperate ?

If u got home exhausted after working cause your family dont even give u a glass of water after u asked for it ..

I do.

why Im working my ass out ? for what ? n for whom?

being young doesnt mean u dont need to care about others

u're not that innocent n dont be mean to me such a bitch!!

I never taught u this ! asshole

Dissapointments all the time .

when u all gonna grow up ?

I still got the strong feeling of moving out .

that's always something u would never talk to anyone or mention in your life.

Ward 309

Run , keep runnin



lalalalalalala.....lalalalalalalalala




It's April now !!



Spring , flowers and the season of LOVE







Babe ..I'm thinkin of you , days and nights





Recently , I'm becomin a fans of Nicholas Sparks





I'm readin ' Dear John '





and I found it's beautifully movin .. in Sparks' way

















I'm obsessed with Liz Claiborne's Collections !!!


OMG .. can't help myself falling with Liz handbags !!!


and my very first Liz is on its way from United State ...!!


Dreams never end.

Backpackin probably the best thing in life , at least try it once !!




I love british rock